I refuse to act! I can do that no longer! What disgust has come over me! How have I lived this way for so long and never understood? I will not act! I will strive to achieve realness!
But this is no simple task, for if all others act, how can I respond only with realness? And if I have been acting my whole life, how then will I never act again? If I am not even sure what this realness is in daily life, how then will I adopt it in my heart and life? Nonetheless , I must try; this is what life is, try. And it is what being human means; to try to change, largely fail but slightly progress. I urge all who read and understand this to try also; try to live in realness and not on the stage of the social theatre. The social theatre is not where life truly happens, it is only a practical place and to make it more practical we have started acting, because realness is harder for us. And so realness was lost and with it a part of a true life.
