I sat next to you
sand touched our feet
I touched your hand
you pulled away
didn’t understand
I don’t remember your words
but I remember your face
frozen in confusion
I try to explain
the wind grasps my words away
it brings a miserable coldness
you walked back to reality
but I would not let you go
I jumped up
and ran after you
put my hand on your shoulder
wait
I stood there, heart racing
but I knew I would do it
I took a step
and wrapped me
around you
for just a second
I let go slightly
my cheek brushed past yours
I could not resist
so I kissed
and you pushed
threw me in the sand
left me there
cold in the wind
I understood
but maybe you were scared
maybe you were confused
maybe you wanted to
but couldn’t
because now you are at my door
